today went to reuben's house...nt i wan to meet him de hor...is he wan to meet mi de!! i mus make this clear...lol...coz i noe, ppl may think is, i wan to meet him de

anw, today his frens andy and raymond also come along and we cook dinner to eat tgt...before eating dinner reuben and i were watching PRISON BREAK...is a nice show...wan to borrow the whole season frm him...but end up didnt...so next time when i wan to watch...have to go to his house again...

anw, today dinner not tt nice leh...but the mince pork is nice...the vegetables abit overcook, the egg jus so-so...den prawn nt bad...but i eat quite little becoz my stomach nt feeling well...keep having suan de feeling...dunoe y....

today, wee keong is lookin for reuben..but he didnt pick up the call coz i m beside him...anw, i also dunoe wat to do nw...jus wan to be single for awhile..coz dun wan to get into relationship so fast again...coz i realli dun wish to get hurt anymore...so if reuben willing to wait, den i might consider him lor..haha...

anw, tomolo goin to meet my secondary sch classmates and celebrate one of my best fren bday...zheng kang...haha...tml can crap again finally with all lost contact frens...

ytd have make up lesson in sch from 4-6pm...will upload the pictures for everyone to see...

and omg, my throat is getting worst after wat i have ate ytd..nw simply sound like a man...all becoz of tt person fault !! today goin to sentosa, omg, dunoe hw to tahan till nite...shall take more pictures in sentosa...

dunoe wat to sae, but went to watch beowulf tt time with reuben..nt bad la..tt show..can try wat watchin..haha..

my make up session..

the one in black is our make up artist..

abit like smoky effect..

while taking pictures, my hand shake..

this is all taken after i have done with my makeup..

another blur pictures..

do i look like a sick person? no rite?? but in fact, i am sick !!

have nt been blog for the past few days...let talk about sunday, i went to meet wee keong for about an hr den meet his fren reuben coz wee keong goin out with his fren den didnt wan to acc mi...so i ask to see whether his fren is free anot...

went to have lunch with reuben and then stay at his house...till about 5.15pm den go back hm to set off to celebrate my bro bday...went to eat crabs ytd...such a delicious food..haha...den went back hm to cut cake...

as for ytd, went to learn driving in the morning...omg, everything is all wrong...keep kana scold by my instructor...haiz...tp is coming and i m still nt on form...so sad lor....den rush back to sch to attend lesson..den late for 10 mins..luckily the lesson still haven start...

den after sch, stay back to do my project till 9pm den leave sch...didnt realli eat alot today..coz dun have time...was busy for the whole day...damn tiring...and tml still have to meet at 9am to do project again, coz have to pass up on friday...projects week...OMG...hate it man !!

as for today, having lesson frm 11am to 6pm...wat a tiring day again...somemore, i m sick...having cough and flu...who will buy mi STREPILS??

PICTURES TIME !!

mi in reuben's house..

mi in 161 bus..

jus wish to blog a short entry...coz dun realli have alot to sae...

today went to republic poly to meet choon ni...when i reach her sch, she told mi she overslept..end up i have to go back hm and then meet her after tt...today not goin to sch coz onli 1 hr lecture den alot of ppl not goin...anw, mark has been avoiding mi...becoz he scare his gf jealous...and i dun wish to make him in a difficult position, so i have make up my mind..we will be frens and jus causal ones..

how i wish i can meet my best frens now..miss them alot...and frankly speaking, i miss alot of ppl...wee keong, mark, wei long, zheng kang, choon ni and christina..hehe...

ok, let mi upload pictures for u all to see 1st....feel like changing the format of writing a blog..lol...

mi and mark..

taken at my house downstair

mi with effects

my classmates, sylvia and nicole..

sylvia, nicole and kai feng...the 4 of us, keep superhost together...

using mark hp to take de...

i am so happy to have him as a fren..

after seeing my pictures, let mi start my entry ba..

as wat u all noe, i noe a guy call mark recently...he is quite short la around 164 nia..lol..ytd went to meet him for movie and dinner at causeway point..we watch the doremon movie...for him, is bored becoz is chinese...for mi, i think is quite touching...so sorry tt i bored u mark, as u dun wan to watch this movie, but becoz of mi, u jus watch with mi...lol...actually i having lesson up to 6pm..but i skip my lesson jus to meet him..haha..and we manage to catch the movie at 5.15pm.. after movie, we went to eat sakae sushi for dinner...but the problem came when his ex gf sms him...is like there is no peace of havin a dinner at tt time, becoz she keep flooding sms and calls...

after dinner, mark send mi back hm and we took pictures while waitin for his dad to fetch him...those fotos are upload at the top...there are even more pictures but is in his hp...realli happy when i spend the time with him, coz we realli enjoy ourselves..but too bad, he intend to patch back with his ex gf...so i guess everything hav to end here le....

for the past few days had been chatting with him on the fon...the longest is 3 hrs? and gt 1 time we chat until 3am...whereby the next day we having sch...n my hp flat totally...make mi so tired and feel like slpin in class...lol...

after all, nice to noe him...somehow we both have affection for each other..but too bad, i guess we jus cant be together ba...but at least we did have happy memories...i miss him so much...

let mi talk about this week wat i have done, my god, decision science i am goin to fail man...becoz gt 1 qns about 15 marks i dunoe hw to do sia...keep getting negative figures which is totally wrong...haiz...as for friday, after sch we went to discuss projects of Destination (underwater world)..but before tt, i met wee keong for a while becoz he goin to pass mi the timetable...haiz, when i reach there, he was already with his bike wantin to drove off...dun even wan to chat with mi for a while...after meeting him, as i went back to IBRC, i almost burst into tears..coz i realli miss him...but he treat mi realli cold...

after doing my project, i meet le nan and he brings his fren (mark) along, we went to cck tot of playing pool but when we reach there realise tt there dun have pool...so we travel to jurong east to play pool...after playing pool they send mi back hm...so happy to noe them...especially mark, haha, becoz he is a rich kid sia.. while sending mi back hm, mark call up his dad to ask him come and pick him...and i accompany them for a while, while waiting for his dad to arrive...

as for sat, i went with my sis to wdl library to study...surprising rite?? coz i rarely went to library to study de...went to study biz law...and realise i have to print tutorial 3 ans of biz law to study...so i contact mark and he printed for mi...after giving mi my notes, we went to eat dinner...supposing going to have swenden for dinner but gt a long queue, went to sakae also long queue, so end up eating mac...and den went to buy tickets, watchin 9.30pm GAME PLAN..omg, the show is realli nice...damn funny and touchin too...watch until 11.30pm and guess wat, i saw RON they all watchin the same show too...

after the movie, mark send mi back hm too...glad to noe him...becoz all the expenses are paid by him...lol...people might think i am materialistic, i admit i did have a little, but in this world, who are nt materialistic?? unless rich gals ba...lol...shall end here...see ya..

jus wan to blog a short entry...

after driving i went back to sch to study...went to find han loon they all to clarify my doubts for my test tml...and then shaun suggest to have lunch at north canteen...at there, i keep scanning the whole place...and looking out for tt someone which i realli hope to see...omg, when i saw a guy tt resemble him, my heart suddenly stop and at tt moment in time, i jus couldnt breathe...i noe it sound so kua zhang...but this is realli how i feel when i tot tt guy was him...but in the end, the guy was not the one tt i have been looking for....

and, around 6pm my brother came to fetch mi at business blk...once a again, i scan the carpark...n i saw a vehicle which resembles his again..and i keep wondering is he still in sch? but y wouldnt i have a chance to meet him again....haiz, i am goin to be crazy le...my mind onli has him...even now gt a few guys wan to noe more about mi...i am also not interested in them...omg, hw i wish i can jus stop thinkin about him...the more i wan to see him, the more i miss him...i am wondering~ does he miss mi??

anw, i noe i dun love him le...but somehow i jus miss him alot...dunoe y...anw, jus hope to maintain a fren relationship with him...but i dunoe whether he wan anot...and lastly, i am wondering does he read my blog?