jus wan to blog a short entry...

after driving i went back to sch to study...went to find han loon they all to clarify my doubts for my test tml...and then shaun suggest to have lunch at north canteen...at there, i keep scanning the whole place...and looking out for tt someone which i realli hope to see...omg, when i saw a guy tt resemble him, my heart suddenly stop and at tt moment in time, i jus couldnt breathe...i noe it sound so kua zhang...but this is realli how i feel when i tot tt guy was him...but in the end, the guy was not the one tt i have been looking for....

and, around 6pm my brother came to fetch mi at business blk...once a again, i scan the carpark...n i saw a vehicle which resembles his again..and i keep wondering is he still in sch? but y wouldnt i have a chance to meet him again....haiz, i am goin to be crazy le...my mind onli has him...even now gt a few guys wan to noe more about mi...i am also not interested in them...omg, hw i wish i can jus stop thinkin about him...the more i wan to see him, the more i miss him...i am wondering~ does he miss mi??

anw, i noe i dun love him le...but somehow i jus miss him alot...dunoe y...anw, jus hope to maintain a fren relationship with him...but i dunoe whether he wan anot...and lastly, i am wondering does he read my blog?

everyone still readin my blog? i am back to update update my blog le...these few days i am very busy in sch....but i dunoe wat am i busy all about..lol...

let talk about ytd 1st, ytd i went to sch as usual..and went for at koufu...coz my fren james saw his fren while we were queuing for food, he told tt guy benjamin tt i am interested in his fren...BUT I DIDNT...den benjamin told his bunch of frens to look at mi...omg, is damn embarass la...and after our lunch, benjamin approach mi, and sae his frens are goin to sentosa today, ask mi to come along...dots dots dots.. but i rejected...

and in lecture time, benjamin sms james and told him tt his fren wan to noe mi...and concidentially, all of them are from ECC...which is the same course as siang chun...lol...anw, dun talk about this le..

let talk about wee keong...nw, he start to avoid mi again...realli dunoe wat he is thinkin...maybe he tot i still like him ba...which he realli dun wan....seriously, i dunoe whether i still like him anot...maybe yes, maybe not....i myself also dunoe the answer...but sometimes, i jus hope to see him in sch...maybe i jus miss him as a fren...and i realli miss him alot...but i noe we are impossible..so let be it den...

and ytd, i saw alot of yr 3 students coming back to sch, but somehow i jus cant see him..maybe we realli dun have fate ba...haiz..and i believe tt, the more i wish to see him, the more i cant get to see him..so jus let the nature takes it course ba...

anw, ltr i am goin for driving...learning circuit again...hw i wish i can do better becoz tp coming le...and ltr i might be goin back to sch to study with shaun and han loon they all...becoz i still gt doubts for tml test...which i have to clarify with audrey and alvin...lol...

ok, shall stop here...will update again...

let mi blog about ytd...ytd i went to choon ni house to get my hair and make up done...becoz my sis and i are goin for a social dinner to help out her frens...i went to choon ni house at 1.45pm and finally get everythin done at 5.30pm...so my sis, her fren (xin yi) and i, went back hm to wear our shoes and wait for my partner (alex) to fetch us...somehow, we gt communication barriers la, coz most of them are JC students...as they graduate from the navy course...so hav to bring a partner to go for the dinner..

Alex was kind enough to pick us and then send us back hm...realli thankz to him...and my sis and xin yi partner were horrible, as they dun even care about them..ok la, alex gt accompany mi..but still find it bored...coz i m nt interested in him...but more interested in noeing his fren yen hao..so i get his no from alex..but as wat i sae, for the time being i dun wish to have bf..coz i dun wish to get hurt again...so everythin, we are all frens..

the dinner was a buffet style...nt full de...even though i eat 2nd serving...the 1st serving, is alex take for mi de...coz i went to chat with my sis...i guess, he is interested with mi..but these few weeks, i will be busy for ICA..so dun think have time to get into new relationship...and i m happy to have my frens around mi...so i dun think i need a boyfren nw...

and tomolo wee keong start sch le...finally can see him in sch...i am wondering? do i still like him?? but no matter wat, i only can be frens with him...this will definitely make the both of us more happy...so hope one day, i can go out with him and his frens to fish...lol..

anw, shall upload the fotos i have taken ytd...

mi and my twin sis (kelly)..

do we look alike??

finally back to blog...Shall hereby to announce I AM BACK TO SINGLE... let me tell u what i have done ytd...ytd went to alot of place...firstly, went to watch movie (triangle) with siang chun
at amk hub...and then have a quarrel with wee keong...coz when i called him, a gal keep up the fon..telling mi she is his gf..which is rubbish la...coz i simply noe who the gal is...so i demand a explanation by wee keong...becoz i dun wan to be so miserable...so we meet up at amk hub to have it settle...after everythin, we decide to be frens..this may make us even happy i guess...

so after meetin with wee keong, i went to find shaun...had dinner with him..and then chat for about 2 1/2 hrs...at there, we chat alot of things...i kept crying and he console mi...he also told mi his problems, and i console him too...jus feel tt ytd, i realli cry alot and everythin should put behind and lead a new life again...nw, is hard for mi to get into new relationship..becoz i dun wish to get hurt again...so i jus wan to be single for a period of time...

after meeting shaun...i went back hm...on the way hm, i sms han cheng to see where is him..since he is at yishun, we went back hm together...he send mi till my house downstair as we realli live very near to each other...

anw, i jus feel tt my relationship are being cursed...so i shall be single den...lol...

the below pictures are taken on tuesday where i having my roleplay for superhost...

M I ATTACHED OR SINGLE??

I M WONDERING ~~

jus wan to blog about ytd stuff...ytd happen alot of stuff...

firstly, went to meet my boyfren...appear in front of his house..coz i met his mum jus b4 i intend to went up...den his mum open the door for mi and then let mi wait inside the house...haiz, my boyfren ask mi nt to meet him...coz he is unhappy becoz his grandmother admitted to hospital...den i jus dun care and went to meet him...den he realli treat mi like a transparent, which realli make mi very upsad...

after tt, we went to visit his grandmother...frm there, realli can see he love his grandmother alot...after visiting, we went to find his frens at yacht den stay there for awhile...at the yacht i take 2 pictures...shall let u all see..




their fishing rodes..

when seeing my boyfren at the yacht, suddenly realise he become gd looking..dunoe y..
but something happen between us...is like goin to end le..i realli dun wish to face the reality...anw, i realli dunnoe wat to do nw..jus wish to let him cool down...and then hope everythin can pass quickly, and he will be happy asap..and will be gd to mi again...

anw, today..i realise i lost my hp...after my lecture...i realli at lost dunoe wat to do...is like i realli cant do without my hp...at tt moment in time, i almost wan to cry lor...keep lookin for my frens and ask whether they gt see my hp anot..and they replied, didnt....i am nt afraid of losing hp, but is the SIM card tt i afraid to lose it...as alot of memories are inside...but end up, my fren return my hp back to mi...make mi hate him to the core la...make mi worry until siao..but realli they give mi a lesson of nt placing my hp anywhere...realli thankz to them...especially, kai feng...thankz alot...

nw den realise, i have not been blog for the past few days...has been busy recently due to my upcoming projects...and having problems with my boyfren again...coz i fee l tt he realli neglect mi alot...which i dun like it at all...i realli try to compromise alot and not to think so much coz i noe he is a person tt always wan to enjoy...but i didnt sae i dun let him enjoy, jus hope he can balance the time of his frens and mi...haiz, realli dunoe wat will happen between mi and him...guess it is goin to end soon...real soon!! shall not think about it anymore...hope he will jus show mi more care and concern den...

for the past few days, jus dun have time and mood to blog...the reason i blog today is becoz, nw i am in my boyfren house..luckily, i saw his mum at the house downstair den realise he is still nt back yet...den she open the door and let mi in and wait for my boyfren.. if nt, i hav to wait outside the house le...so nw i am free, den use my boyfren lappy to online and blog while waitin for him den....

anw, let nt talk about him anymore...ytd, i bought 2 formal wear and 1 pant...spend about 80 bucks on them...my god, damn ex la...but i dun mind, coz i realli like the formal wear alot...everyone mus be wondering y i suddenly buy new formal wear rite?? the reason is becoz, tuesday there is a presentation and i dun wish to wear the same old clothes..so intend to buy lor...

oh ya, my teacher told us tt, our class will be having attachment for yr 3 sem 1...will mostly attach to 4 or 5 stars hotels, event management or travel agency...hope i can get attach to hotel...as simple as tt, becoz i chose this course...Hospitaily and Resort Management...

shall end here and blog next time den...see ya...